I will never forgive you for abandoning me when I needed some kind of light in my life. You left, when all I saw was darkness, and it got darker as the months pasted me… I saw no way out of this darkness…. you never hear the cries, nor held me when I woke from my nightmares… you weren’t there, no one was..maybe it was better that way…because now I see a light in the darkness and he is my moon, that will never stray…just get brighter. He saved me from the darkness that ingolfed my heart..he made me feel lighter and calm. No longer the monster I once was… when I look at the darkness, I think of you and the pain but then I turn to the light and smile because of him.